Buried in you...

I found a piece of paper in my room today when I woke up it looks like it says WATCHING YOU and before the YOU it had these weird looks dots and a square and some after it...
Here's a photo sorry for quality i had to use my webcam.

 

 The picture is a bit un nerving to me to say the least. Robert has found similar photos in his house he told me, as well as losing time. He told me a lot today. I thought I was the only one really experiencing this but I guess he is just as bad.

He told me about seeing something while oh raking the leaves in his yard. He described it as an all gray human like figure on all fours except it had a disfigured head. It looked like the starchilds head Robert explained to me and it's hands only had three fingers. It had two claw like talons instead of toes.

He told me in detail of certain features it had. How it's skin looked like it was bruised and had dry blood stains on it's chest.

He told me he ran inside once it turned to him and locked his door and grabbed the biggest knife he could find.

Robert and I haven't gotten together since we first went to the war fort and bunker. I'm not sure either of us should be alone but until we can get together and try and figure this all out we're sitting ducks.

I spoke to the police over the disappearance of my two friends, not much came out of it. I told them my story and why we went out there, and how no one has seen or heard of them since. 

They treated me like I was a kid telling stories. I tried to reason with them and explain to them that something is after me and I showed them the papers left in my house. They seemed very irate and fearful when I mentioned the war fort and bunker and they quickly told me I shouldn't of been there and people go missing there a lot, that not even they can figure out. Something I've failed to mention on here is there are more than I have posted.

There are four or five others as well as weird audio files on my computer that I don't remember putting there.

The cops told me they will do their best finding my two friends and said I shouldn't worry and it's all just stress.

Some how I think they know more then they're letting on.

I spent the weekend trying to gain access to the blog but couldn't, Whenever I tried no matter where and when it didn't work...
No matter what I tried I could not get into my blog until today.

Lots of stuff has been going on, my sleep is at nearly dangerous levels. When I do sleep I have nightmares of the gas masked figure and the tall man with no face...

The pain seems to be getting worse. Or maybe the meds aren't working... maybe im too used to them. Or maybe it's all this stress.

I bought a cane at my doctors orders. It's pretty embarrassing but it helps.

I'm seeing things, hearing things, i'm going insane, I must be. I don't understand anything that's going on.

I have been seeing the gas mask figures more and more, they seem to just stare at me and I notice them in the distance when I am outside or when I look out my window. I am not going to try and go after one like Robert wants to do.

So much for not believing in it. He is now bothered only slightly he says, and only because he found one of his cats on his porch dead and he thinks they did it and are local kids playing terrible pranks and he wants to get to the bottom of it.

I have no intention of doing it. I just want it all to end. 
 
The three posts that happened while I could not access my blog seem to be some code.

I wonder if anyone can help me...

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I think I am slowly going mad, I just laid down to relax and out of the corner of my eye the light in the light bulb left and floated around the room until it went out and my room went dark, then I heard noises sounds so disturbing I can't even describe, I sat up terrified ran to the light switch thinking i was just waking up from a dream or slept walked and turned my light off, when I made it to the light switch there he was, the tall man with the suit and no face, but this time different, his arms were longer his body had what appeared to be tentacles coming from it, frozen in fear I couldn't do anything, as his hand reached for my face I heard more noises... the same as when I seen the creature out my window...
Everything went dark and then it was all over.

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Something else...

 I heard noises an hour ago, I was listening to music with my headphones on and I heard loud noises that have no real source of where they're coming from.

I spotted a 5'5 to 5'8 sized creature outside my window an hour ago and it appears to have its face partially covered in a bloody white tarp and some type of gas mask on. It was wearing boots and a white cloth covered in blood or some red substance. It seemed distorted a little as I looked at it I don't know whether it was a trick of the light or what.
It just stared at me, and I stared back, it's gaze frightened me and made me uneasy.

I ran to get my camera but when I came back it was gone...

Robert has told me he has been seeing similar things but has also been seeing things that look more monster like as well. He has set up cameras to see if he could catch anything but every time he reviews the tapes it is distorted and nothing of any help to what is happening to either of us.

I'll post anything I find out about my two missing friends if I find anything.

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Lost time

Didn't sleep much last night. Felt really cold on and around my bed. Checked the temperature and it read 35C. It couldn't have been because certain areas of my room were really cold and some felt normal, otheres really warm, almost hot to the touch.

I remember feeling the need on going outside. Before I left my apartment I looked at my watch it was 1:31 am. All I remember after that is standing outside with my key to my apartment in my hand and  looking at my watch and it said it was 3:34 Am.

I went back to my room and noticed my cane had been still where it was earlier but it was missing the bottom of it the rubber stopper.

I somehow was absent for 2 hours and 3 minutes and have no clue on what happened to me.

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I just finished showering.
While in there I swore I could hear static, that I seen the shadow of something very tall, that my body felt very heavy  and when I peered out nothing was there. No one, the nose was gone, everything was normal.
I quickly dried myself and got dressed and left the apartment to go for a walk but came home shortly into it out of fear of being watched.

As I walked back to my apartment I heard some noise I turned around and seen nothing, fidgeting I turned back around and went into my home and to my bed, I laid in bed thinking. I turned my back to my door as I usually do and I slept, but as I slept I had dreams. Dreams of me sitting against my wall looking like I was brain dead. Static, discharge, noise, confusion, no where to run, were too late, battle, they challenge... me.
These words were all over my walls in my dream, in no pattern, irregular and in different sizes.

Then I awoke unsure of what to make of any of it, unsure of my sanity.

I also received an email from someone calling themselves Mr.E this is what the email read.

"You shouldn't turn your back to your window so often. It makes it easy to watch you. While you walk I am there. While you sleep I am there. While you breathe I am there. I am everywhere and no where. I know what is after you. You're not the first, nor will you be the last. When the time is right I will contact you again"

I instantly thought this was a joke by Robert since he hasn't been around that much lately after what happened and he thinks it was someone playing a joke on us. He thinks nothing of what happened.

The police are looking for my two friends who are missing and I have to speak to them later this week about everything that has happened.
I am not looking forward to it. I am not looking forward to any of this
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